This is a blog full of my hidden thoughts and desires. Its not just a porn blog their will be random things my thoughts my body. I'm very outspoken I love getting messages but I get about 100+ a day so if i don't respod back I will in time. Or I won't because I most likely didn't enjoy what you said. ;D kisses

 

Anonymous asked
why would you get rid of such a good thing?

because this blog use to make me happy now it doesn’t. nothing does.

deleting this blog in 24 hours its been a good run

but i dont need this anymore.

it was a self of steam thing

but now it just makes me bumbed looking at it

I’m a terrible person for having this. 

sometimes I just want someone to talk to. and no one understands that anymore. I just want a good conversation I want someone to ask me “Mariah how are you doing” and I want to be able to say not too good and till them how I actually feel but that will never happen every time someone wants to know you their is always a hidden meaning. ug I need a blunt.

PLEASE DO THIS I AM SO BORED

Purple: 10 facts about my room

Blue: 9 facts about my family

Green: 8 facts about my body

Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood

Orange: 6 facts about my home town

Red: 5 facts about my best friend

Pink: 4 facts about my parents

White: 3 facts about my personality

Grey: 2 facts about my favorite things

Black: 1 fact about the person I like

Anonymous asked
'and fucked him friday night when we were at a party' this night...

my friend fucked him friday night

Anonymous asked
Tell us about the sex last Friday in detail :p

we didnt have sex

now we’re going to go cruise a doobie

hes amazing

I always want what I cant have

So I started fooling around with this guy I work with. Who as been my bestfriends sex buddy for over a year. and fucked him friday night when we were at a party. And me and this guy bought molly and  we rolled on molly together that night he sat with me when I was throwing up and he kissed me in the bathroom the same bathroom him and my friend had sex in. and he told  me how much he liked me. I thought it was the molly talking but now I really think he likes me. Saturday morning still up from molly we went back to his house to sleep his mom is the fucking coolest and we smoked a bowl together then she just left us in his room. His house was loud as fuck. but one thing led to another and his fingers were in my pussy. Then he stopped and told me he wanted to take it slow. and we just slept until we had to go to work.Then last night we went to ours friends house and got fucked up and slept in the same bed again and didnt have sex. And all he does is be super cute. I REALLY fucking like him but I dont know what to tell my friend if we want to be somthing. because he keeps talking about us dating and I really want to date him. Hes like perfect I want him like bad.

ask me sexy question ;)